my problem right now really is that im in no mood to run the other errands, i’m in the mood for studying and ditching all the other important things…

Although come to think about it, I could theoretically just go to the library now with a pack of blank papers, study for a couple hours alone freely, print out the bank details and do the transfers (or most of them depending on which letters I can find) in my break, chill a bit then go back to studying… The dishes in my room can wait, and so can the laundry (it’s waited a whole semester, yes, depression can do that)... as for the flies around the dirty dishes, I could minimize their number by taking out the trash.

So basically right now all i REALLY have to do is get up and brush my teeth, put on some clothes on, put the laptop, folder (with blank papers) and any other important letters that come into my way, and go to the uni… I feel so demotivated (I’m chronically depressed) but I might be able to pull this one out… maybe… in a bit… hopefully