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Not sure I ever felt so desperate. What to say… I’m a waste.
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littlesoul dark is......satisfying!
:( Jin
So sorry you’re feeling down. I hope things get better soon. xxx
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Jin Sweet.
You’re such a gem of a person. Sorry you’re feeling low.
If you are like this often, would anti-depressants help? Or can you work out what it would take for you not to feel like this long term? What would need to change in your life? thinking practically, what can you do to help change the way you feel? Little steps add up. No need to run yet, little steps to improving things all add up in the end
Thank you Emu Deer ♥. Honestly I’m not sure anti-depressants would help me at all, I don’t feel like those “down” moments I have are “moods” that need to be dealt with, if anything, the problem is that I’m not in such a state more often, that there’s so little revolt, so much apathy and resignation to a life I’m obviously not happy with. I have high standards but somehow won’t make an effort to live by them. That’s either a self-respect problem, or fear, whatever it is, I believe it’s 100% psychological, not chemical. Or it could just be laziness. I’m very lazy. But I don’t believe I’m moody. Or depressing when you meet me in person. Just when I’m back home I forget that you have to keep living, I just dream my life away and don’t do a thing to change it.
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I hear you
And echo your sentiment, only too well.
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Making music brings me a lot of joy but it’s a lot of work (I’m lazy and not naturally skilled). I have few people to talk to, I have some “good friends” I don’t see anymore who deign to answer a text every couple of months and that’s about it. When I do see people I try to be a relatively enjoyable person to be around so I certainly don’t bring up my problems too much. Meow.
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Oh Jin, so sorry you’re feeling down. You are not a waste, you are a very decent and caring person. Sending you hugs. Keep posting, we’re all here for you x
a waste?
Why do you say this about yourself? Who has contributed to your feeling this way? I can’t help but think that someone in your life has planted these seeds of self-doubt in your head. If seeds of self-loathing are in your head, it’s not so important to know who’s responsible for their presence. Just remember ALWAYS that you should not water them. Do not nurture these thoughts. Pull those weeds and plant some flowers in their place. There’s simply no right for such weeds to grow in your garden. Why are you watering bad seeds?
Narcissa is nobody's cup of tea.
It's unfair,
It’s unfair to your wonderful, caring, and talented personality for your brain to manage to convince you that you are a waste.
We’re all here for you, Jin.
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maybe give yourself a break. like, self forgiveness… then you won’t berate yourself, but find possible answers to how you’re feeling. this is just a suggestion, and i’m sure you know yourself better than anyone :)
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