July 9, 2012

It was late Saturday night, and the Cowboy and I were relaxing with having a couple of beers and watching a good movie. As we were sitting there, he could hear it start to rain, so he paused the movie and went to the front door. Of course, I asked him where he was going. He said “I have to enjoy the rain.” I smiled, as I know how much he loves storms and rain. He had hoped that it would storm out so we could “share” a storm together, as it always seems to storm either there I live or where he lives, but we have never been together for a nice thunder, lightening storm. Well, it was just a nice steady rain.

Before he went out the door and stood on the porch, I got a bit daring. I told him that I might really love this. He asked me why. I told him that one of my goals was to kiss in the rain. He then grabbed me and pulled me out onto the porch. I was more then willing to follow him. LOL He stood me partly in the rain, so we would get a little bit wet (as it was cold rain) and said “I think I can help you achieve this goal perfectly” And then he kissed me.

So we had a wonderful romantic kissing session in and out of the rain. It was so very lovely. I have to say that it was more lovely then any other time I have tried this goal (with my ex). It was so wonderful yet, it was also bittersweet, because my heart was still worried about where “we” were going in the long run. That thought was pushed aside, because I just wanted to enjoy the moment and share my heart with him.

It was lovely to be kissed and held in his strong arms. I felt that is where I belonged. And my worried heart and soul, calmed and was happy.

I only hope that I didn’t do more damage to my heart.

Photograph: The picture of the back of the Cowboy’s neck. He has this little curly “J” at the nape of his neck. It is sexy cute. Taken July 8, 2012.