evoxus think of smg you'd really like to be doing & ask yourself why u arent

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:(... for no major reason. just stupid little ones. so am sat here upset listening to love songs.

but just feel low and sad, and my thoughts and actions arent consistent with what id like any more.

too emotional for my own good.

Jul 15, 2012, 06:19PM PDT | 1 cheer


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gottawonder Loves her tortoise!

Not sure

why the love songs are making things worse, but we all have bad days.

If this is more than just a bad day, then it’s time to make some changes.

What’s been going on in your life?

Jul 16, 2012, 12:59AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

evoxus think of smg you'd really like to be doing & ask yourself why u arent

thanks

for your concern. the love songs had nothing to do with it, just had them on, and were just contributing to my melancholy mood.

i dont really want to go into detail but im just feeling bit stressed about different aspects of my life and various people relationships and its taking its toll.

its also my birthday today, and i have to go do that tonight, and all i want to do is avoid the whole thing. i should be feeling happy today and last night but i jsut am not. people have let me down, life feels a mess. stress is taking its toll mentally and physically. it will be ok, i will be fine. its jsut for now. next week i will be fine probably. i jsut want to get tonight over with. i think its mainly the stress of the birthday thing, i dont like the attention. and people letting me down.

anyways, no worries ty for ur concern. it will all fine. im jsut a really moody emotional person in general

Jul 16, 2012, 04:52AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

gottawonder Loves her tortoise!

Birthdays

aren’t always fun.

I don’t like the pressure that some people put on it, the whole we need to go have a big party, or have a big cake thing.

I like just going out with my husband for supper, and getting some happy phone calls.

I’m glad things should settle down for you next week.

Jul 16, 2012, 08:13PM PDT | Respond to this 1 cheer


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