a breakthrough here!
I have been delaying this decision for long enough now..But now i have applied for a course in Mathematics and physics this fall and winter..The goal is to have the possibility to apply for higher educations next fall so i will study some math, physics and chemistry for the next year..
I will not set this goal as complete until next year when i have made the final decision and applied for the school i choose to (and they have let me in of course)
But im on my way now! Here we go!!