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Gosh why do I not have the confidence that I need to achieve….I certainly have the potential and rationality to actualize this but I guess is the fear that devours me from taking action…well today was something different…I am not a social person..I am a woman of few words and often times I leave my friends, family members, and acquaintances with a feeling of awkwardness…I believed that I didn’y have the conversational flow that people often use..just being themselves with no fear and no self-consciousness…though today was a simple encounter with 2 people that I know…as well as 2 persons that I don’t know..I did fine because I believed that I as well as any other person can do it…I don’t know why I have this problem with having a normal conversation with people..I suppose is my social phobia …anyways I did great CONGRATULATE ME! :)