Kairiel T-T
except SOMETIMES i can write massive amounts of insults on my body with pen instead of cutting.
Otherwise i’d say i got worse, i spend most of the time either being DESOLATE, or being guilty and looking up triggering stuff because sadness is NICER.
wheres my backbone gone!?
how do you kickstart happiness when you just dont WANT too?! (the usual i dont deserve happiness, etc etc)
