☠ dustball jin ☠ ♫ hello i ♥ u ♫
I just wrote an entry that I won’t be posting. I figure writing about how I feel is a push in itself, for what little it’s worth, and I don’t want it to feel like I’m constantly venting out to you people, even though I always appreciate your comments and advice. I’m not feeling good, that’s all, I wrote about it and it helps me understand, I really don’t feel like over-attention-whoring anymore these days as I’m trying to exhale positive energy. So from now on, if I’m feeling down, I’ll just write that I wrote about it. Which I guess is very much like writing about it, only you don’t get to be depressed by all the lengthy, tortuous, repetitive, infectious details of why I’m down, yet you get to know that I need hugs and cheers, which is really the best help you can give me, specific advice at this point isn’t really necessary, action has to come from me.