☠ dustball jin ☠ remember when we used to shine
Succeeded in not shaving for two weeks, I only got a haircut (at a professional) so as to make the beard look less scraggly (thanks to hair being the same length on the back/sides of my head). Unfortunately, I cracked and shaved the beard today. It looks good but now I know without that “equaliser” it’s going to be hard not to obsess on body hair and eyebrows again. Well, I’ve left my eyebrows alone so far but I’m already torturing my body hair again. Which I really shouldn’t be doing. I saw my back in the mirror recently and realised the skin looks awful from all the shaving, even though it’s been weeks since the last time. Doesn’t particularly make me want to get naked in front of someone, let alone enroll at the swimming pool to get in shape and help feel better about myself like I intended to.