I am beside myself. I have had the worst anxiety over the last three days and I didn’t know where it was coming from (I thought it was about the nasty neighbors) But now I know what it was. She is in the hospital now, and they are trying to decide what to do. She is in horrible pain, confused, and frightened. I have come home to just have a few hours and hopefuly some sleep before I go back to deal with tomorrow. Her blood pressure is so low that they may not operate. Even if they do operate, who knows how the recovery will go. The statistics aren’t good. The end of her life will be in pain in a skilled nursing facility. I want for her a peaceful, easy transition, not this. I want to go to sleep and wake up like this is all a bad dream.