recently thinking about moving to Malaysia
but the whole idea kinda freaks me out a little
so maybe just buying a one-way ticket and see how it goes
i really don’t know

i want to go find him cause
things haven’t been going well in USA
my mom’s family are getting harder and harder to deal with
i really want to start anew some place else
need to pay him back for raising me long ago

i don’t know what’s going on
i’m split
life is too short to just sit at the computer trying to make a decision