xturnitup is chillin like a villian
Finally I made it a day with hardly any picking :) It’s about time lol. I’ve been trying not to touch my skin, at all, not even just to feel if there’s any bumps there. I don’t want to know. I saw some in the mirror but I try not to think about it and keep my mind occupied. I don’t want to have ugly skin anymore I’m so sick and tired of it, so today my motivation was being tired of having bad skin. I know this motivation won’t last forever though. I don’t really know what to do when this feeling stops but I guess I’ll just have to take it one day at a time…

