I want a better me. I really let myself down last semester. Instead of spending the months that I had to write these two important 15 page history research papers, I waited until the last week to write both of them. I received an okay grade, but not good enough for me to get into graduate school, which is my real hope. My professors were disappointed in me,and I am disappointed in myself. I cannot shake this guilt of messing up. Perhaps I am too hard on myself. I just don’t want to like my life as mediocre, and that is why I must stop prorastinating!!