atinygoat thinks "bzzef" may become part of the English lexicon.
I had been dreading this day for months. She stopped developing last summer, and I miscarried in August. And not a day has passed that I haven’t thought about her or her due date.
I’m feeling a lot more numb and empty than I thought I’d be, but I suppose that is for the best.
I had known how incredibly, painfully common miscarriages are, but I always thought they are something that happens to other people. And I wildly underestimated how painful, physically and emotionally, they are, and just how much they can shake up your little life.
Looks like it’ll be a while longer yet until I can mark this goal off.