I’m starting to believe that he reall does cae. Ive lied to him repeatedly and he knows how I feel about his bestfriend, but he says hes not giving up, he says that i deserve better and he wnt rest untill i believe it too. Hes really willing to anything for me even though its just gonna hurt himself. everytime he kisses me, everytime he touches me, I can feel the commitment that he made to me and I love him. I really do, and that love I have grown for him is deminishing the tony feelings. Christian Newby is the best thing to ever happen to me and I thank God that hes refusing to let me go :)