I have, in the past month or so, really enjoyed life. In doing so, I have somewhat neglected my health. More so in the past couple of weeks than anything. I have stopped taking my vitamins, stopped eating correctly and drinking entirely too much alcohol. I have really begun to feel the effects of this. I know it is on me to take care of myself. There is no excuse, I just haven’t been. I have fallen back a bit, and I need to kick myself in the ass. I am feeling the effects of vitamin depletion, alcohol and exhaustion. Each weekend, I swear I’ll stay at home and rest, but each weekend, I can’t help but go out of town. I have to take a weekend off. I have to rest and get my body back in line. Fighting, whatever it is that is making me sick, takes it’s toll on my imune system. My doctor has told me that my white cell count is really low and I need to load up on vitamins, fresh veggies and a lot of rest. But how can I when I have so much waiting for me, but an hour’s drive away? URGH, I need to do it. I need to just take the weekend off and rest. This sucks.