LaNouvelleHeloise Massaged, stretched, sweating, content
Since yesterday, after being reduced to tears at the thought of being able to get to work because the pavement was one giant sheet of ice, I have been incredibly ungrateful.
Instead of being thankful for my job, my work, my beatiful apartment, the ability to move and create, conversations with people, I have been in the worst mood, complaining about having to write all the time, having to clean, moaning about the cold, the terrible students, the jobs I was offered but can’t legally accept. Whining about not being able to eat out whenever the hell I want and buy whatever outfits are in the shop windows.
This attitude goes against all my goals: being content with less, spending less and with more reflection, taking care of what I have and being frugal, healthy and serene.
I am a little disappointed in myself today but I will do better tonight.