Yisraela Ruth Yisraela means "to wrestle with G-d and prevail"
for me to be making decisions. You’d think, “Hey, someone beat you up. What’s the problem?”
I have to decide which legal avenue to take. Apparently, there are choices. And then there’s paperwork.
It sounds stupid, but I need to redecorate. I’m sitting in a crime scene. And I don’t like it. Also, PTSD is helped by changing the environment. I don’t want to spend too much. And I have ideas to do everything. So, we could do it all or any piece of it or nothing.
And just everyday things.
So, I turned it over to my husband. I am all over the place. Up and Down. At least I knew when to step back before I did anything with too many consequences