I have tried to learn how to read music before and it is all so frustrating for me. See it is hard to read something that I feel so much of. I am a person of feeling, emotion; not so much about analytical figuring things out the “smart” way. When it comes to symbols and numbers I am really dislexic. But because I want it, it will happen some day. I want to be able to creat better music, and understand the make up of what I will create.