newlifeAT16

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Motivation, or lack thereof 3 years ago

I simply have no motivation-thats my problem. Its kind of sad to think that at such a young age I have no hope. Well, I DO have hope- hope for my future. I’m excited for my future; I just wish my future could come now instead of later. Although I suppose, technically, you’re future will never come, b/c referring to your future is referring to what WILL happen-not what is or has happened. Your future turns into your present once you reach it, and so then it is no longer your future. You then have a new future awaiting you….....

Hmmm…..thats is all completely besides my point though. I wish that what I have planned for my future could come sooner, but it cant.

And so, my body, mind, and soul is completely drained of any motivation until I feel like I can actually do something to help me achieve my goals/dreams.

Feb 24, 2006, 10:48PM PST | 2 cheers


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DiscoBort

Just how i feel

I was sitting down trying to start a school assignment. I ‘realised’ that it was completely pointless because whether i do it or don’t do it the future is going to come regardless, and that future for me (ie next year) will not be effected one bit by the otu come of my project (for next year I am going over seas and that is already set in motion). So now i find myself waiting in a helpless zone of notingness, just waiting. Everything seems pointless and unneccesary. I’m not sadend or anything since the future that is to come is one of much joy, fun, adventure. It is simply what to do till then. I want to be motivatated by this assignment and by all my assignments and work and everything but at this point in time I’m drained of any motivation.

Jul 31, 2006, 04:48PM PDT | Respond to this


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