“none of this matters and it is not real. why does it seem so important?” hits so close to home for me right now. I share your sentiment. Best wishes for you and your struggle.

felt myself release my grip today…..

and today feeling myself releasing my expectations and my attachment. seeing the gentle real-ness… and it is sad and disappointing, a little scary, but i’m ready.. and opening to what’s next.

is next the feeling free part?