Well, I have been going strong for a total of 2 whole weeks and true to my usual form I feel ready to give up. Went to the city today to check out an exibition and cannot even begin to describe how fat and daggy and out of place I felt. I feel so embarrassed to be in my skin. Shit, why do I feel so bad about myself. I am trying with all of my might to perservere and keep eating ok and exercising as i know if I go back to my old habits I will only feel a hundred times worse. I will try to go to a yoga class or cardio boxing class this week to add some variety to my exercise. All I want is to be able to look in the mirror and not think I look completely ugly.