i suppose this just goes back to my former desire to be a thespian trotting about on stage (or in this case in front of that unforgiving lens). i love watching movies and the whole rotten, glorified, ridonkulous, moving, messy, thrilling, working process of it. but i think my idea of movie making and my love of the movies is one that leans more toward the way movies USED TO be made, presented, needed. what movies used to mean