Things are never simple are they? When you think that you have something figured out is changes. At this moment I have to be true to myself, to figure out who I am. I know that I used to be a happy-go-lucky carefree kind of person, now I am not. I worry about the relationship that I have with my ex, I need to know that I care for her because that is what is in my heart, not because she is now with someone else.

Naturally it is difficult but I guess that you have to cut through all of th BS that your mind tries to fly in the front of how you really feel. I guess that given time we can all learn to be true to ourselves.