i’m not a physically aggressive person usually, but i am verbally and i’m quite intense and animated and swear a lot.

deep down i’m a very soft and gentle person but i find myself being wound up a lot of the time, and as a result, getting aggressive.

i cant help it. i wish i was soft like marilyn monroe or something, lol, but i'm not, and end up verbally battering people down in relationships, just because i can.

my late father was an alcoholic and my mother is a very short tempered person who resorts to shouting and screaming much of the time. as a result, i end up expecting a row, or gearing myself up for a fight or start shouting or losing my temper in in appropriate settings. i wish i wasn’t like this because i know that i sometimes intimidate people and people who dont know me are weary of me. :(