Here it is I hope you like it, Being only my 2nd poem I fel wuite chuffed with the way it come out, esp as I qalways have trouble expresing myself, because i waffle on, and dont say what i mean to blah blah. So hre it is. any comments are appreciated.
I don’t know whats going on,or whats about to start,
Can you hear me crying quietly, I’m re-living this wounded heart.
It’s all coming back, i remember it all so clear,
But this memory, it frightens me, makes me live in fear.

Why did you just say that, whats it all about?
All these questions and confusion i could really do without.
All i want to do is ask questions, and take it back to square one,
But I know that’s not a good idea, coz i know where it started from.

I’ve never hated you, just been scared for you,
I wasn’t sure if you would make it through.
How you act on threats is never a good sign, One day I’m scared you wont even say good bye.
I Couldn’t live without you, no matter the pain,
If you left like this, I’d feel I was to blame.
Could’ve done more, to save the worry
I should have been stonger, i’m real sorry.

But the air is cleared, in a different way,
Did you learn from the past,Listen to what we had to say?
I’m so proud of you, the way you held it together,
I didnt like what you said, but you acted alot better.

I’m glad we’ve come this far, and you’ve prooved to them,
That you listened and learned, and it didnt happen again.
It’s the first step and I believe in you,
All you need to do is believe in yourself too.