I don’t normally pray unless I need something, and when I need something, I am very reluctant to ask for help… which leads to me not praying very often. Not near often enough anyways. I want to be close to God… in theory at least… but it’s hard to 1-get rid of the habit of relying on myself for anything, 2-ask for help (which goes along with #1), and 3-understand that He really wants to be a part of my daily life.