So this week has officially sucked. My friend has just commited suicide, my cousin’s in rehab, and the love of my life is going out with one of my best friends. All I really want to do right now is laugh and be deliriously happy. I heard that phrase on “Meet Joe Black” ( excellent movie, by the way ), and I don’t think anything has ever sounded more enticing. I’m not sure how I am going to accomplish that… I just want to feel good. I know it may sound pretty selfish to be so concerned with my own happiness, but how can I take better care of other people if I can’t take care of myself? Good luck to anyone else who wants to be as deliriously happy as I do…