hmm this going along a lot faster than I expected.

I wrote to papa coach this long email about lacrosse and how I was truely happy and content and how in the end when I’m a senior I can look back at my freshmen year and have the largest feeling of satisfaction. Satisfaction because I will see how hard I had to work and how far I’ve gotten.

Realizing that. Realizing that even though I’m not starting and playing like I did in highschool but still love lacrosse so much and that I want to work hard and sacrifice to get back to that spot makes me feel such at peace with myself. I no longer doubt myself.

I love lacrosse, I loooove my school and my friends and family and my team. This whole loving everything theme I got going on is really working for me :)