When I was 6 weeks old I got on my first airplane. I haven’t gotten back on one since 1996. I use to work for an airline back then and the fear was small then. I love planes but I can’t get in one. I loved sitting out on the tarmac and listent to the jets and planes roar in as they landed. Now, I can’t even go to the airport to drop someone off without getting sick. September 11th didn’t make my fears any better, it only validated it. I want to go to Egypt and Hawaii. I can’t even take the 45 minute flight to Dallas because of my fear. I don’t want to be a pansy but I am totally terrified.