this goal started in summer 2004

I have not had sex since march 2004 and (shock) have not had any kind of boyfriend since then

Unfortunately, the longest I’ve actually been celibate is 4 and a half months; if I am living with someone or someones who are also celibate I can hang onto my own energy much easier—when other people have sex it feels like I’m fuel for it in some way and there’s only one way to get it back that I’ve found. Unfortunately.