tere616

i want to build a web site (read all 5 entries…)

At the end of the road....  — 2 years ago

I wish…I really wish that I have the spirit to continue designing my company website.

The temptation to quit is so big.

It seems that I put a lot of “goals” on my plate and put them all as “number 1 priority”.

I never learned to prioritize..something that I always failed, something that all my friends reminds me to do.

It’s almost 2 months, and haven’t put anything ….only a sketch.

I hate myself…!!!!

Maybe I push myself too hard, maybe I want to proof something to my self.

When I told my colleague that I want to start my own company and quit from my job, she told me that for sure I will lost my knowledge of technology, that I will not understand anything, or in other word I’ll be a “dumb” person.

I hated her by saying that, I hated her because of her mean opinion.

Then starting from that day, I told myself that I have to proof something, proof to that person, to my lunch time gang, that I’m still the person that they know.

What a stupid idea !! But I can’t quit, I’m too arrogant to do that.

Oh GOD, please…give me a chance to finish it…

Apr 14, 2006, 08:59PM PDT

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Apr 19, 2006, 10:28PM PDT

TajLV is campaigning flat out till Nov. 4

Outsource?

You might want to find someone else to do this for you. There are lots of computer and graphic design students who would welcome the opportunity to design a commercial web site. It would be good for their portfolio.

If I understand your business, you want to export Indonesian handicrafts. A web site could really help you do that. Even if it costs a little money, it will get finished and be more professional by letting someone else do the hard work. You can concentrate on directing the project, and selecting products to feature. I really encourage you to make this goal a priority.

Apr 19, 2006, 10:28PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

tere616

Another thought

Thank you for giving me the support.
I will try to find it … it has to be finished anyway…
Tendence International Trade Exhibtion will coming soon and I can’t say to the buyer that my web is still under preparation anymore…

...It’s lovely thought ….

Apr 20, 2006, 03:18PM PDT | Respond to this

tere616

Another thought

Thank you for giving me the support.
I will try to find it…
It has to be finished anyway
Tendence International Trade Exhibition will coming soon and I can’t say to the buyer that my web is still under preparation.

...It’s a lovely thought….

Apr 22, 2006, 09:44AM PDT | Respond to this


 

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