I really do not think this goal will ever be realized. I haven’t been here in a long time, and I’m reading my old entries. I don’t understand why I’m allowing myself to still run around in circles with you. No matter how many discussions we have, or fights, nothing changes. You never do what you say and I’m tired of feeling worthless.

While this goal may never be complete, it is still something I long for. So much. I pray the day will come that I can check this off of my list.