I mean some things are all right, but I haven’t been keeping up with my goals. At the begining of the year, I was full of fire. Things happened and I just couldn’t keep it going.

While some doors did close, I believe that for everyone that closed, another opened. I should have been taking advantage of those open doors and not sitting and waiting for the closed ones to reopen, understand? Not that I have been idle, I did manage to kick in a few others. The ones I want open and couldn’t simply kick in — well the explosive charges are being set…

I AM NOT OK, but by the mid mark of 2006 I should be.