I believe I’m done with this goal but I’m not sure so I’m going forward and problably logout 4 the last time withN the next month.

I took someones advice that I met on this site named Nicketti and joined a class, started hanging out at bookstores and coffee shops, joined a meet-up group, found people that I have a common interest with, develop some new interests and started Socializing with people that I normally wouldn’t and going to Church and joined a gym. Started holding my head up and developed a smile and people started smiling back. Oh I have so many new friends now. I’m very happy with dating and meeting new people and all the elements I have added 2 my life.
I remember loving him so much but he hurt me so bad. Sometime I miss him so much but I know that I’m looking 4 true love next time. I know I have to move on without him but ever so often I think about him and sometimes I pick up my cell phone and pretend to dial his number but I never hit the talk button. Sometimes when people say his name I think about how much I still love him and how I want 2 B right next to him loving him. But I know that he’s not my true love. He was my begining of learning about love but not my ending 4 the search of true love. But I learned some warning sign of someone not loving U. Also I have learned 2 love myself.

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I would like to thank U all 4 your comment, understand and your knowledge in love.