sugarstar2184 doesn't understand
...and I’m an alcoholic and addict.
You don’t need to know why I am, or why I can’t just stop drinking/using.
You don’t need to try to help me/fix me; a friend can be truly supporting just by standing by your side.
There will be changes that I have to make with my life.
You don’t need to be okay with it.
You don’t even need to keep talking to me.
You might be upset, or scared, or confused, and that’s okay.
This is not going to be easy, but I am determined that I want to live a life that I can be proud of, that I can smile each day knowing that I made a contribution to society. I want to be able to experience things as most people do. Right now, that’s not a reality for me unless I get help.
I want to live, laugh, and love. And I’m not giving up. I’m done giving up.
Thank you for listening, reading, your support, and any hugs you’d like to give… Those are always welcome!



