I think I’ve found her once… but idiot as I am, I did not recognize she was that special. And now I’ll cry her forever.

I feel like I’m chasing Amy like Silent Bob does in the film with the same title.

From the movie (wikiquote)
“[...] She’d moved on, and all I had to show for it was some foolish pride, which then gave way to regret. She was the girl, I know that now. But I pushed her away…So I’ve spent every day since then chasing Amy…So to speak.”