Man. I hate this. I hate how one thought, one notion can sometimes determin wether or not I have a good/bad day.
Today was one of those days, just being there with my thoughts that have no substance or basis and I end up wanting to cry my eyes out and get all shitty and depressed over it.
I think it was when I came to the realisation that feeling like that – there was no basis at all and I was pretty much acting like a child – you know, being brash and saying and doing the first feeling I felt?!? – That I started calming down and not thinking about it too much. I can’t let my thoughts control me, I can’t let my emotions get the better of me.