Estragon

Document my grandmother's life through theater and film. (read all 8 entries…)
Just try to see in the dark/Just try to make it work. 3 years ago

Everything came to a head this weekend. Yesterday I had a panic attack that lasted a few hours. Eventually I came down and I did some good work during rehearsal.

This morning I woke knowing that I had dreamt of my grandmother’s death. This is like starting the grieving process all over again. I feel raw and echoingly lonely.

May 23, 2006, 01:22PM PDT


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