Today, right now, I know what I want. I want to know MORE about what I really want. I want to know how to discover more about what I want. I want to want whatever these things are more than I need whatever these things are. Within me are secrets that I have been keeping from myself. WHY? Why does not matter. What the secrets are is WHAT IS and right now, with open arms and a few tears of fear I embrace my own knowledge and God within. I feel the warmth of a loving hug and unconditional love. The lock on my secrets feels so strong. Let me hear from myself about something that I want. Movtivation to own something I want is desperatly needed. If I own it then it will happen. I accept this warm acceptance of myself and will return soon to good deeper. My young son needs me NOW.