one big obstacle hindering my progress on this goal is NOW GONE! because i’ve finally realised it’s time to GET OVER HIM! of course i’ve known it for a long time, but some part of mr was stuck in the past, reliving something i had 2 years ago, and wouldn’t let it go. but it was getting draining, and stopping me from moving on. i’ve had a good past couple of days and realised that i have so many other friends who are around ATM, who actually care about me. I wrote some stuff HE wrote in his blog last week – quite candid stuff actually – i don’t know, just woke up. it’s time to stop living in the past, wishing for things that never happened and never would have and take charge. i think the hardest part is admitting he knew and had me wrapped around his little finger. oh well, time to LIVE IN THE MOMENT some more!