There seems to be a bit of a gap between how I think things should be, and how I feel here. I seem to fear being judged by people I am not particularly close to, and don’t really care about, but I’m fine with the people I am close to because I know they will understand me. I don’t think it’s good to hold yourself back because of fears like these, so I’m working on trying to expunge it from me, or at least not let it influence my decisions in life.