So, I have to learn it. But I keep putting off studying. I’m 36 and its not so easy. I really want to do it tho’ All my cousins had one and I’m tired of feeling left out of my Jewish family. I really want it for myself as well. I found my religion, as I never had lost it to begin with, within the last four years and I really love it. I really want to achieve this goal and finally become an adult woman! I’d also like to be 13 again, but that’s another story ;)