i’m giving up on this. based on the fact that the world is over-saturated with so many books at the moment. we are publishing more than we are reading.

and out of all the published works, only really a minuscle proportion of that are good and actually get due recognition. if your life’s work is only in the words you write, and if nobody gives a shit about them, does that mean you have failed?

sometimes i am afraid to know.