billiejoefan is the picture of health now :)
I would love to stop thinking that I’m going to die any minute. I am obsessed with every bruise and cough I get that i’m dying of some dreadful disease, and i don’t know why. I’ve got a great husband and 2 great kids that need me. I just hear horrible stories of moms just like me that find out they’ve got breast cancer or ms or other horrible ailments and I’m so afraid it’s going to happen to me. I think about it way too much. My husband knows I feel this way and reassures me it’s cuz I love my kids so much and am such a good mom ( isn’t he the best?)

