If there is one thing I wish I could have programed in my mind, it would be the absense of this urge. I tend to want to please those who don’t really care about me. In the long run they may take advantage. I’m a strong person. I choose now to not care about them. So I’ve decided to not think about my past friends and loves on a daily basis. I feel guilty if I do think of them. They don’t think about me anymore and thats a hurtful possibility. But it’s all energy not well spent. There are other ways to pass the time. I think other people do this too. Actually I know people do this!!! I want to hear some advice on stopping the process of stirring up ghosts.