he asked me to marry him. so it looks like this goal is coming along pretty nicely. he showed me the ring he wants to get me… wow. wow. princess-cut diamond in a tension setting on white gold. hyperventilates slightly its ok. its ok. whew.

hes adding me to his bank account this week. i told him he really, really didnt have to do that. he wants to. he said from the moment i said “yes, of course ill marry you”, hes considered me his wife. hes mine. i love him, and im going to marry him. i cant believe that, but its true. we are going to get married.