about the pictures of me I found yeaterday is not about me living in the past.

Quite the contrary – it is definitely about bringing the real me (who was lost) into the present. Right here! Right now!

I had gotten very complacent about my lot in life. Actually had fallen into the depths of depression and poverty.

I had the mind set of a loser – what’s the point? If I build it all up again it will just all disappear.

Well duh! We can’t take it with us!

However, when I discovered 43T in February something snapped and I started to dream, have goals and live again. I found friends on line to share my daily life and dreams and schemes.

It has been a slow process but I think like the little engine that could I’m picking up some steam. ;)