Today I have found a term I want to remember. Some time ago, when I first read Contact by Carl Sagan I found the idea of stellar engineering. I want to be a life architect, someone who can project life, make visions of creation take form.
Life is sort of a turbulence in the universe. So complex, so unpredictable, sometimes even seems chaotic, but by the end it is just another way of moving things inside this beautiful space. It is just flow.