"At first it was such a rush, then it got painful, then I felt guilty, then I told my bf, I slowly got over it, then I finally accepted it and I feel so much better now."
How I did it: I kept reminding myself that we are friends. And that he is not perfect, and keep focusing on his flaws. I try not to hang around him too much. I remind myself what I really want in my bf, and always think of how wonderful my bf is. In the end, I do like him as a friend and have a soft spot for him, but everything I want is with my bf.
Lessons & tips: Try to keep busy and not to dwell on your crush.
Resources: The internet articles about getting over your crush, and my bf was supportive and kind in helping me get over my crush. Sigh, my bf is so wonderful, he totally understands, since we're in a long distance relationship and it gets hard.